St. Anthony, Minnesota Police Officer Geronimo Yanez was acquitted of all charges in the shooting death of Philado Castile last week. And since everything from the shooting to the trial took place in Ramsey County, Minnesota – in the heart of US Lutheranism – “We Talk. We Listen.” knew we had to get the conversation going, and powerfully. Vicar Lenny Duncan, currently entering his second year of internship at St. Mark’s Lutheran Church in Conshohoken, PA, gets us started. Read, comment, and share.
Rev. Dr. Linda E. Thomas – Professor of Theology and Anthropology, Chair of LSTC’s Diversity Committee, Editor – “We Talk. We Listen.”
Let me see your ID.
What are you doing around here?
Anything in the car I should know about?
This is how death is pronounced over hundreds of black bodies every day. This may or may not result in death. This interaction I’m describing to you is haunting when heard by black bodies. This may very well cost a black person their life. These may be the last words I ever hear. I was asked to write this piece about #PhilandoCastile on Saturday night, before I preached yesterday. I agreed. I always agree, because what am I to do? How else am I supposed to relate to my church at times like this?
I’m tired y’all.
I’m tired of pleading with you for my life, ELCA.
There I said it.
If you valued my life even a little bit this would stop. Philando was executed in the Land of the Lutheran. The Twin Cities. One of the most segregated areas of “My Country ‘Tis of Thee.”
But I understand. It’s not you.
This acquittal happened the same week that we remember the second anniversary of Charleston and the first anniversary of Pulse. I hear the same words that are like a clarion call to all of Black America. It is the sound of the seal being broken.
The final trumpet blows.
It is like ashes on my tongue.
How hard was it for you to feign surprise and shock? That you thought things would be different this time? What evidence did you have that it would be?
I knew from the first day of the trial the officer would be acquitted. I knew from the day I saw the Facebook live video. I watched within the first hour it was posted. I knew as I watched the life drain from Philando’s eyes, as I heard the cry of his child, as I watched the anger of his girlfriend rise, this officer wouldn’t see any consequences.
If you are honest with yourself, you knew too.
We watched the lynching of a black man by law enforcement in almost real time.
It changed nothing.
If you are Lutheran and reading this, or have read me before, you are probably waiting for me to dig deep and find the grace. To offer the hope and resurrection. If you are ordained clergy you might even feel justified to tell me it’s my duty as an emerging leader in this church.
I offer you none.
The law in this country offers me death. Why should the law be any different for you?
I am obligated by God to tell you the truth.
The truth is there is no grace in this anymore.
We are watching as the moral fiber of this country is being shredded. We are casting our souls into the pit. We have made a conscious decision to walk with the enemy of all life. In the name of law and order, safety and prosperity we have become everything we tell the rest of the world we are not.
The truth that is self-evident is that Black bodies will continue to be the sacrifice on the altar of America.
Since my ancestors were thrown into a hold of a ship.
Since our leaders were murdered one by one a generation ago.
We are to be the lamb you sacrifice, for your original sin.
How can I sing a song in a strange land?
Church we are doubly as guilty. We are supposed to be better. We have in turn become white washed tombs.
The silence is deafening. Your inaction telling.
My heart is bled dry, perhaps yours is too.
Perhaps the grace is the fact that Black people still love this church. That people like me are willing to throw themselves into the breach. That I will not leave until I die. That I will stay in the church I love until the very end.
But you won’t experience me as grace. You will experience me as the thing that makes you uncomfortable.
Many of you would rather see me hung from a tree, with my side pierced.
You did it to Philando.
Well in this country, you just might get your wish.
Lenny Duncan is the vicar at St. Mark’s Lutheran Church in Conshoshoken, PA and Candidate for Ordination to the office of Word and Sacrament in the ELCA. He is also the Evangelist for the #decolonizelutheranism movement, as well as a frequent voice on the intersection of the Church and the cries of the oppressed. He pays special attention to the #blacklivesmovement in his work, but lifts up the frequent intersection with other marginalized peoples. He believes that the reason the ELCA has remained so white, is a theological problem, not sociological one. He is currently an M.Div Coop student at the Lutheran Theological Seminary at Philadelphia and holds a Bachelors of Biblical Studies from Lancaster Bible College, with an emphasis in New Testament Theology and Ministry.